As I re-read my paragraphs, then I do feel that the program that I want to bring forth is something that could bring the healing and support for women that I want to share. I get a sense that it is something that I can contribute to others to help them find healing.
God, what are you calling me to do? What would you like me to contribute to make your world a better place? Please show me.
I feel called to be more empathetic and empathic with the hurts and wounds of other women. I must feel their suffering in myself in order to be able to help hold them up. However, I cannot do that by myself. In order to help carry others, I need to go deeper in my prayer, otherwise, I will be overwhelmed with the suffering that exists in their lives. So how can I do that? I need to sit holding in my mind and heart the pain of someone so that I can bring it to God to help me hold it, look at it and offer it to God. I am not able to heal others, but God can do so through me if I open myself to bring into my heart those who are hurting in some way. I can do that every day.
As I have shared my experience of this workshop with a few others, I have realized that I want to dream bigger and I would love to have a team of women work with me to really build something, an organization that could have far-reaching effects in helping many women become empowered to be their best and most wonderful women God is calling them, dreaming of them to be. I can only do so much, and I also don’t want to work alone. I believe that as women, we are meant to support, encourage, cheer on, help, build up, accompany, and lift up other women, especially. That is what I want to bring forth to others. God, if you want me to bring this dream to a reality, then you are going to have to help me and open the doors I will need to walk through. I will do my part; please do yours.